Saved!

For not toiling away endlessly as I lay here, praying to my sweet Lord, holding in my tears, biting my tongue from lashing out the words I want to scream, holding back the ferocity of my feelings, chewing on the thoughts that are swirling through my brain, to spew forth would not be godly of me, so I inhale deeply tasting the righteousness of my decision, not letting flow the sword from my mouth. Sweet is the scent of His presence, succulent is the taste of His forgiveness and self-control, He graces me with mercy, unburdened by His love, day by day I find tantalizing and wonderful aromas of His unfailing strength and comfort, caressing my soul with His undying, neverending Spirit of peace and joy, blanketing me with His powerful mountain of refuge and solace, removing from my heart the ache that constantly threatens to consume me, But, He is He, He is forever cemented in my being, bringing the very breath of hope back to me, minute by minute, day by day, ensuring my thoughts He'll never leave me to drown in my losses, but to water my soul with His sweet Word of Truth, Faith, Trust, and Love, holding me above all that threatens my existence, granting me eternal life in His Kingdom above, saving me from myself! I give my everything to Him, mind, heart, body, and soul, freely and willingly I say to You Lord, I am forever Yours! My wish and hope is for the world to fall in love with Jesus!

May 19th, 2023 (Amber Nicole Sharrai) ( I wrote this while incarcerated)